Loving you...

Loving means walking on broken pieces of glass...
bearing them cut through your skin and hurt your insides, yet walking...

Loving means breathing the noxious fumes of life...
when each second is misery...
thinking that the love will keep you alive and thus breathing...

Loving means seeing your desires die for someone who means your world
you see the blood oozing and yet you keep seeing...

Loving means feeling the darkness surround you...
thin as air yet heavy on your soul...
when you are uncertain of your future and yet you keep feeling...

I am walking, breathing, seeing and feeling for you...
Hope you'll understand...I Love You

Random thoughts...

My life is my punishment…breathing when he’s not near…feeling my pulse when my heart is not there…I feel suffocated at times…if only the old times could come back…if only he could be mine forever…if only…I love you so much…if only I could tell you…if only you could hear me…if only it could happen all over again…

Random thoughts...

Break my heart so that it can beat no more, kill me so that I can exist no more…my soul is trapped in this mortal cage and it wishes to be free…It wants to rest in peace at a place where someone loves me, where someone wants me, where dreams come true, where he can have me, where there is no hurt, no pain, no tears, where there is just sweet laughter to fill our ears…

I Walk Alone...

I walk alone
I walk alone
The path is dreary and the road is long
I walk alone
I walk alone

My destination is far set and foggy
Half visible and half concealed my destiny calls me
My aim is to call upon fame
and I walk alone

I do not feel like wishing
I am too full of words yet empty
My reasons betray me
and I walk alone

There is some one else inside me
He uses my eyes, my ears, my mouth
He shares my soul and my life
Yet when i walk, I walk alone

I dont want to get lost
And i dont want to die
I want people to love me
I am tired of sharing my smile
Dont know when some one will understand me for a while...??
And I'll cease to walk alone...??

Who's the Princess of Pain??

I m the air around her
She breathes me in and she lets me out
I see her, I feel her and today I’ll tell u about her…

She’s like a honeybee
Small n free
To all the people who live in her heart-hive she serves honey
She dances, she sings
And all those who try to hurt her
She stings…

She’s like a fish of the ocean
Living in the open
Who dreams to explore…
She exalts with happiness spraying little drops of laughter all around
But when she cries…she hides all the liquid in her house

She holds secrets in her heart
And she has a sharp mind
She’s afraid to lose herself
Coz ten she’ll b difficult to find
She dreams a lot
And she seeks success
She lackeD motivation
But now she has found
The reason of her life…