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The one thing that does beat the hell outta me
That one day I won’t be me
And yes, I am not afraid to say I am scared
Coz then how would I ever know what I wana be??

Only now have I known the meaning of life
Failure and success are lovers indeed
They walk hand in hand while we strive
So why should we welcome one without the other and let them strife??

Yes, there are straight roads which are smooth at times bumpy
And then we have the U-turns and dead ends
And then we have those forked ones
Quite like the snake’s tongue, lurking

Our way is our own
Our choices right and wrong
Sometimes we get a chance to turn back and take what we left behind
But most of the times
We should realize that this is it…
We cant go back or hide
That we’ll have to be strong
Coz the dawn is just after, the darkest night…

Past is a burden, we all shall have to carry…

Lingering bitter sweet moments
Giving rise to hopes for tomorrow
A chain of broken thoughts
Stains of bleeding love in the mirror
Never cease to follow

My greatest inspiration is the one
Yes, the first one
Hope you’ll be on my side
To inspire me forever
The silent invisible love though shall never be surrendered

I don’t know what I should call it
My mistake or my misfortune
Your stupidity or your ego
Sometimes, my heart says- Yes! He still loves me
But those other times that you’ve hurt me…
Tell me the truth, enlighten me…
Did you ever seriously love me??

Scribbling on this paper
Writing my heart
I don’t know what else to say,
What else to ask for…
I am just happy you remember me and those moments
Even if you have let all forsake and be gone…

The North Star and Me

In a moonless night, the north star had extinguished for me,
Showering my world with darkness .
Groping my way through it,
I stumbled on a stone,
Later realizing it was the sun…
The cool waters of the sea had stolen the light.
When suddenly my heart burned with pain to illuminate my life.
A new day has come,
A new sun has risen,
One that shall burn forever,
Even under the cool shadows of the night.

Sweet Symphony

The voice of the river on the rocks
The sound of the wind on green locks
The call of the bird on distant greens
The rustle of the leaves on the forests’ feet
The roar of the clouds on the peak
The feel of the cold mountain breeze
The shower of pleasure from skies above
The fiesta of beauty and grace
The love with the most romantic place
The sound of music which then fills my ears makes me lose all my fears
I dance with joy to this symphony of nature amongst the wild which dances along…

He is not here...

When I use to look at him
Everything in my mind used to be so clear
Like my path was right beneath my feet
And there is nothing to fear

Now looking at you from this distance
Doesn’t make me feel so nice
I just wana go back
And I know, my home is not near

But carry me, my Heart
Coz he wont be there
To lift me when I fall
Or to love me forever

He said I am the one for him
And he wants to grow old with me
But I guess it was just a lie
Turning meaningless and threadbare

I know I’ll get over him
If I’ll just try
And one day, one year
I wont need him to be by my side to love me anyway…

Coz some things never change

Same old story again and again
Same old bruises, same old pain
A trail of blood on the cold stone
Same old love, leaves me…
Too numb to moan

Same old reasons for betrayal
Now my strength eludes me
My soul, even more frail
Same old story, same old blame
No matter how hard you try
Some things never change

some journeys never end...

C the sand…the way it shines…
each fistful a thousand small diamonds
under the sun n the moon…
walking through it 4 miles n miles…

many carcasses…
many fallin down, dying…
getting hurt…burnin…shrieking…praying…
sum willin to go back...
odas waitin to reach da shore…
n me…goin on n on…
hopin beyond hope…
what did I know…after all…
my life is such
each smile brings with it, tears f blood…

only ten I saw my oasis, my heaven…
what did I know…
that it’s a part of those nasty games of the desert…
ran towards it
and when I finally thought I have got it…
that I lost it…

in ma open palms all I grasped was more sand…
the blisters dun burn any more,
the heat doesn’t trouble me…
in my heart I did start to realize
that there is no shore for me,no special one…
that I shall wander in this land…
like forever…