Being ME Again

Following my own footsteps, retracing the old path, picking up myself on the way, finding my old god…shedding my dreams now of the broken love…n locking this heart now, swollen n hurt, in a cage forever…losing myself in the darkness and seeking identity in hell…it feels great to be me again…I used to assume I had lost myself but now I know that its when I started thinking this that I lose myself…but now, have found me and my identity, the clue to find my old god, following my own footsteps and crossing the same path…promising to never go back and to stop assuming that someone can love me and that I can be yours…I shed all hope now of us being together and keep the broken dreams to cry forever…your words shall vibrate inside this soul-less cage now and my eyes shall be forever haunted by your smile…but I’ll bear all this thinking that this is what I deserve and that at least my tears would be mine…

Sunshine and Rain...

Walking through the scorching heat
cursing the sun...
Hoping this ball of fire
could be extinguished...

My heart missed a beat the other day
to see the clouds at my rescue...
I fell in love with them
and the showers that followed...

It rained day and night
Pure beads of ecstasy
filling every drain and hole
setting free everyone's fantasy

The earth was quenched
and the air was filled
with the smell of mud
But still it rained day and night
drenching my spirits dull...

Then I wished it'll stop to pour
and I could walk around
I hate the flies and the water
that make my soles wet...

One fine day, he shone his face
and everything shone bright...
I left my lover, to bow in his grace
gratefully accepting the light...

I ceased to hate the rays then
which touched my face
seeing little birds and squirrels
hopping here and there...

All the earth joined in the celebration
to decorate the Home of Sun
the Father of light, the source of life
the Brightest star in sky...