my heart is but empty

Lot of love, lot of pain, lot of hatred and loads of fights
I think all day, about my life
The one that has been
And the one that will be
I once was a person
Happy and alive
Full of all the colors of life
When I met him on the way
Who stole my smile
Lot of love, lot of pain, lot of hatred and days of fight
Lead to nothing but a broken belief

I moved on after months of tears,
whiskey, swears and fears.
I promised not to share my heart
The one which was already so hurt
Until he came and gained my trust
Only to be another, to break it thus

I then ceased to cry and to pity
To be so naïve and flimsy
I had then realized that relationship
means nothing for a guy
So now this is me
after months of betrayal and sobbing

My heart that once was so mushy
Is now just dry and witty
I lack the normal sense of sensitivity
The small rays of hope that used to touch my life
Have abandoned their path that is now charred
I don’t cry now for losing myself
I just accept that my heart that was so full,
Full of emotions so clear
Has been struck by a famine
Leaving nothing there…